Dear Diary,

YAY! I went out yesterday:]
like at last!!!
after years of suffering
[like duh! I'm exaggerating!]

So i met with Fiqa,
headed to town
bought tix to Fred Claus.

Met up with bestie
at Far East.
Brunched at Anatolia
Walked/Roamed around.

The movie was nice
but we missed a lil of the starting.
but its okay.

After that,
bestie went home
me and fiqa shopped.
I bought two tees and a necklace:D

Like at last!
I bought an orange tee with the words 'happy'
and a mountain dew tee.
The necklace was the cartoon character from monsters inc.
I think its name is Boo.

Okay so I'm like super happy I went out.
But on the other hand, I am super sad cause I
have no more kaching.

Okay have ah. But its like damn little.
Okay i have nothing to say.
bye.

Dear Diary,

Do you know how freaking bored i am?!
I have not been out of the house like
since Saturday luh.
Like I only went out for dinner.
and that.. doesn't count.
AAAAGGHHH!!

You people stop complaining.
cause I'm more bored.

and to entertain myself,
I use this bloody computer
with freaking slow Internet
and i watch the telly.
I also [okay i shall admit]
watch princess hours again!

yes a fanatic indeed.
and i do stupid stuff on
mukabuku and kawanster
and irritate the shit out of my sister:D

okay and i have not been eating well
and due to that my period has not come

and. okay i shall stop and-ing.
BRING ME OUT BITCHES!!!!
odfhsljhgfkgohsdgd

really angry now.
yeahhh. widad merepek.
:D

Aku tumbuk muke kau!
you laugh at me right faggot?
meek giler.

a;hflshgasfkjasjgasasas
:[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[
i want to go out.

ouh and some idiot gave me the farting
disease.

and your an asshole.
bye.

Dear Diary,

Now I have no more hair.
Okay just kidding.

The serawakers are back and kicking.
hhahaha. okay merepek nak mams.

Going out with sisters were awesome.
okay lah not really.
just that Mun payed for dinner@ Pizza Hut
and we went around town.

But still okay nvm..
i spent Friday night
at the beach with Sam,Ma,Imah,Mun.
We had macnonek and talked and chilled.

Then Sam slept over.
WE BERBENTANG MATTRESS at the hall.
Watched Open Season.
Dang! It was funny.
And we repeated over and over our favourite scenes.
HAHAHHA.
We talked and stayed up all the way till subuh
and we prayed and slept.

Woke up another movie
ouh we watched a lil of this
movie : Napoleon Dynamite.
maaak! Beylo like hell.
yadayada
and then dinner @ 201.
Then Sam went back
and I watched Wild Hogs all alone.
Laughed also alone.
[meek loner.]

So Sunday also watched Jap shows
all day.
SANO-SAMA!
NAKATSU!!!

So now I feel like going out in the morn/day.
dah sudah sudah.
Dang! I feel sleepy.

k bye.

Dear Diary,

My holidays have been fun.
Many different kinds of outings.
With many people of different natures.

Okay I don't know what shit I'm talking.
But you should know.
Right?
oh you don't.

Sad to hear that you are dumb!

Okay stop.

basically i have been enjoying. and i want to continue
enjoying.

I need to shop.
Its been a long time since I spent on myself.

Wonder when I'm gonna start studying.
Soon I guess.

Stuff needed to be done:
-clear room
-find all holiday assignment[where they are also i dunno!]
-Buy wallet
-Buy school books.
-Go to places
-Cut Hair[soon. real soon.]
-Exercise
-Shopping dates.

:D
okay might be going out with
my lovely sister. NOT!
okay fine quite lovely :D

Bye suckers.

Dear Diary,

I feel faint.
Really like i could pass out right at this moment.

My heart aches like really really aches.
Like this is not just a phrase it really hurts.

Gosh I miss people.
I need to go for a jog maybe.
And I would run and never stop.
I need to shout.
I need really loud happy music.

I need someone to really make me happy.

Random: I miss my sister.
Bye.

Dear Diary,

Okay my week was mostly spent
at my grandma's or at CIP@NationalLibrary
haha. wth did that thing become bold?

okay so i didn't do much
except that me and atiqah had coffee bean
on one of the days
and yesterday i didn't go to my grams.

I went out with nurul.
Yes it was just so random.


widad:nurul nak keluar?
hahah
okay random

Nurul:haha. like seriously?

Widad:anything uh
i want to eat!
hahahaha

Nurul:hahah. widad..r u joking?

Widad:yes maybe. no i dunno
hahhahaha
i just want to go out lahhH!!!
lfjhdslfhas;df

NuruL:i just feel like eating ice cream. lame rite?

Widad:HAHAHAHHA
okay
i know!
i feel like eating
cavana
then after that we eat Ben and Jerry's can?
at white sands
kk?

NuruL:yesssss arh. can can can.

Widad:tapi kan..
aku belum mandi!hahahahhahah

NuruL:this is my first date wif widad. mepek

Well so we randomly met
and it was so freaking awkward.
like seriously.
and she sit so far from me!

we didn't have B&j cause we were too full.
Headed to expo.
Went to Guardian sale.
okay only.
took pictures.
and alot of crap talking.

told stories.
yadayada.
so it was fun.
Thanks yeah nurul!

I miss my friends.
:[

i feel like going out again.
but i have to study!
Madrasah exam tomorrow!
hsdgls;jgf
shitshit!!!

kk bye.

Dear Diary,

Yesterday, on the 12th of November
around 8++ in the morning,
Habib Osman bin Omar Bamadhaj,
my grandfather
passed away peacefully.

My brother told be this bad news
to me softly while i was still half unconscious.
Where you are in the state of still sleeping but you could
hear stuff.

When i heard that, i burst into tears.
Felt like a mad woman
running around the house.
I quickly got ready and headed to
Jalan Selamat.

We were all mentally ready and
kinda expected it.
But as usual we all didn't know when.

It hurts my heart just typing this and
remembering.

I managed to give him my first and last kiss.
We pray for him.
I tried to hold back my tears.
But it just flowed.

I feel really sad for my grandma,
uncle's and aunty's.

And i cant help but to also cry
seeing my mother in tears.

I am happy that I am quite close
with my granddad.
I still have with me some happy memories.

Like when we shared the Briyani at Arab St.
And many others.

I will continue praying for him.
May God forgive him of all his sins.
And may God build him a house in heaven.
Amin.

Dear Diary,

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ehSxrgsDu5c

watch this video.
well i find it funny
if you dont.. then screw you.
meek kurangajar.

bye.
EHHH wait.
I still want Starbucks!

And insyallah goign holiday.
K.L pun jadi lah.

Dear Diary,

My goodness.It been a long week.
I have been out since last Friday.

Okay Last Friday was fun.
I went cycling with Atiqah.
Since it was the last day of school.

I wanted to de-stress.
So we cycled.
Did 'yoga' and weird exercises.
Screamed our hearts out.
Since i was feeling depressed.
hah.

The next day went Jalan Hari Raya
with my girls.
Was fun.
I was late. sorry yeahh.

Sunday I stayed at my Grams the whole day.
At night headed to Farah's Open House.
Food was great.
Dinie's dad sent and fetched us home.

Monday my sis forgot her cam.
So i had to send it all the way to NTU
which is at Boon lay
which is like at the other side of the country.

I didn't know that sitting on the MRT would be tiring.
But it was kinda worth it cause my 'lovely' brother
gave me tips.
:D

i was a undergrad for a few hours.
I was like so lost lah.
the school is damn big.

Then met dinie,adila,farah,fiqa for
lunch/dinner

then i went off to meet my sister
she bought a new phone.
pig.
and she bought me a perfume
THANKS!
:DD

Okay
Tuesday went out with Atijah and Ustaz.
We roamed around.
And pig uzair said that his cat was heavier than me.

Brownies for dinner.
I burnt my tongue.
:[

Wednesday
was fun
cause me, fiqa, uzair, dinie and dila
watched THE GAME PLAN.
recommended.
its nice lahh.

I teared at one part.
then uzairah left.

then us girls went shopping.
okay not me lah.

Thursday went jalan raye with classmates.
Fun lah.
my house was last.
by the time everyone was exhausted and hungry.
me and khai at one part was like leading our pl members
during camp!
hahah.

Friday i went to Atiqah's watched random movies
ate Fish and Chips
and more snacks
dance and skipped like for a long long time.
molested girls like dinie, fiqa, jannah, adila and atiqah
i too got molested by them.

EVIL EVIL EVIL!
BEWARE OF EVIL PEOPLE!

Then today went to library with dinie.
borrowed a lot of books.
and we went home quite early.
ade orang nak tengok soccer lahh.
but it was funny. with stupid lame talk.
right dinie!?

okay I'm tired.
and its late
madrasah tomorrow

ouh and all the way..
there was extended programme
and i am tired.
okay bye sleepyheads!

meek actually dier yang penat orang lain tak tau.
dah dah
bye